Welcome, whoever you are, you have just crossed the threshold of the gardens of Hades, where silence and harmony reign.
It all began many years ago—I know, it sounds like the start of a boring story, but if you give me two minutes of your attention, I promise you won’t regret it.
My name is Massimo, though everyone calls me Macs. I won’t tell you where I was born, but I will tell you that I’m 23 years old as I write this message.
Without beating around the bush, I’ll get straight to the point. On this page, I will reveal some things to you—many of them are tied to dreams I’ve had, while others are the result of physical experiences I’ve lived through.
"Dad, help!! There’s something there!"
— Massimo, what’s wrong?
"Dad, something woke me up!"
— Massimo, what woke you up? I didn’t see or hear anything.
"Dad, I swear I saw something—it was floating, spinning, and pitch black. I don’t know what it was, but I’m scared. It looked like something… not human."
Dear reader, what you just read is a hidden fragment among my memories. You should know that when I was very young, I had an experience I will never forget—an experience I remember as if it were yesterday.
Let me explain. When I was little, I lived with my father because my parents had separated. My father and I lived for a while in the basement (floor -1) of a building. The house was very small, and there was a window overlooking an alley between some buildings—nothing particularly interesting so far. But one night, something happened. I was sleeping; it was the middle of the night when something woke me up.
I woke up startled—not because I heard noises or anything like that, no, something literally woke me up, without touching me or saying anything, just "poof," I was awake.
I didn’t quite understand why—it was dark—but when I opened my eyes, I saw something.
It was pitch black, like tar, and seemed to be made of a fluid substance—yes, exactly, not solid but fluid. This thing was spinning on itself, and spikes were protruding from it. It was like an organism or something that, unfortunately, I can’t fully describe with my limited knowledge.
The closest thing to a description of what I saw is this:
Now you understand why it’s not easy to describe it—it’s something inherently HALLUCINATING. Yes, it is—not just because it’s inherently dark and alien, but because it conveyed a sense of superhuman intelligence, yet at the same time an abyssal coldness, like the unfathomable spaces beyond the stars.
It doesn’t end there, dear reader, because a few years later, at the age of 18, I started having incredible dreams.
1) I was walking toward a garage, and inside the garage, I saw three minotaurs. They were blind but could "sense" me. One of them, before I could lock myself in the car, hit me on the head with its horns… then I woke up.
The minotaur is a symbol of the initiatory journey—it’s what the seeker of truth must overcome to move beyond the labyrinth. Life itself is the labyrinth.
2) I was walking down a street and looked up at the sky—it was stunning, clear. Then I looked ahead and saw many people in the street, but they were all engrossed in their phones. I noticed something in particular: none of them dared to look up at the sky to admire its beauty. As I said, they all looked down, without admiring the celestial wonders.
But that’s not all, because just a few moments later, the most grandiose thing in my life so far happened. After observing the people, I looked back up at the sky and saw a black sun with wavy, blade-like rays. When I looked at this black sun, it caused a piercing pain in my chest, as if one of those dark rays was piercing the depths of my soul.
Then I woke up startled—I felt no pain, but I was utterly shaken by the vision I had (it was the middle of the night).
I did some research and discovered that the black sun is a symbol that is actually existing.
According to some beliefs, it’s a symbol representing the afterlife, Saturn, Hades, Soranus, Lycian Apollo—the black sun is a deity, an infernal, chthonic aspect of the Sun God. What is chthonic is hidden, invisible, and thus inaccessible to the masses, but sometimes I believe that among the subtle threads connecting the boundaries of the knowable, equally subtle doors open to unknown spaces, and within these spaces, I believe there reside incomprehensible entities—one or more—and this force/entity, I believe, is not only aware of our meager human existence but can also influence the course of events in ways I cannot fully comprehend, indeed, of which I still understand very little.
One night, at the age of 20, I had another dream that left a lasting impression on me. I was in a very ancient cathedral, sitting on two wooden benches with some dear people around me. However, I noticed that we were locked inside, and I became aware of the presence of a spiral staircase. (The spiral staircase is another esoteric symbol I might talk about in the future—for now, know that both this symbol and the cathedral hold deep meaning in the esoteric world. The spiral staircase represents the ascent of the initiate toward God.) Having reached this point, I’m deeply convinced that what I experienced was a form of self-initiation. There are small esoteric circles, some born during the National Socialist period, that have a strong connection with the symbol of the black sun and self-initiation—an example is the Thule Society, which really existed. They studied the black sun and believed that through certain "individuals with special abilities," they could communicate with the "ancestors of the race."
Clearly, I do not support what the Nazis did, but as a seeker and lover of knowledge, I recognize how fascinating some of the topics brought to light during that historical period were—like the possibility of an ancient, highly advanced civilization, advanced technologies, and other things circulating among German secret societies at the time.
In essence, it was believed that there existed a twin star of the sun thousands of years ago, and that the interaction between our sun and Santur, the black sun would at some point lead to a cataclysm on Earth. What is known as the Great Universal Flood was supposedly the result of the interaction between our sun and the black sun, causing a polarity inversion in the star, sending it shooting out of the solar system’s orbit—but according to them, not forever—pushing it far beyond the Oort Cloud.
It’s believed that this star has an orbit lasting thousands of years, periodically intersecting with the solar system and causing cyclical cataclysms on Earth. Indeed, some studies suggest the possible existence of a binary star beyond the solar system, noting that certain cataclysms on Earth have occurred cyclically at roughly the same intervals, potentially linked to an object beyond the Oort Cloud. Other studies support this theory: in the cosmos, most stellar systems are binary, and this doesn’t rule out the possibility that, with advancements in astronomical technology (and beyond), we might soon make a brutal, fascinating, and terrifying discovery—that our star isn’t as unique as we think, and there’s likely a dark twin hidden in the darkness of space.
Consider this: the closest system to our solar system is in the Canis Majoris constellation—Sirius, the brightest star in the night sky. What makes this star special? Well, countless things, but above all, to me, the fact that it has a twin star—a small, equally bright white star. In fact, it’s a white dwarf! This further confirms that binary stars aren’t so far from us, and as I’ve said, our sun might have a twin star as well. I’ve delved deeply into this topic and concluded that it might be a T-type brown dwarf.
The black sun, if you think about it, represents a dead star—not just any star, but a sun that, having reached the end of its life cycle, changes color. Depending on its size, it’s classified in three different ways. In the representation, you can clearly see what I mean—the star we’re particularly interested in is a T-type brown dwarf, the one in the middle, with a reddish/purplish light.
According to the Thule Society and some of its members, like Emil Rüdiger, this star, when it had a stable orbit, influenced the earliest forms of life on Earth, leading to the rise of a civilization we know in myths as the Atlanteans, Apkallu, Aesir, and many other names. Contrary to popular belief, they weren’t "colossal humans." Emil Rüdiger describes them as being similar to children. What he means by this, I’m still trying to figure out—perhaps he’s referring to their stature, or maybe I mistranslated the book discussing them. Because you should know, some of the information I’m sharing with you didn’t just come through dreams, as I’ve told you, but also from a precious book I was fortunate enough to find and receive.
If you’re wondering about the book’s title, well, it’s in German, and if you don’t speak it well, it’ll be hard to translate. I had to get help from a German friend (Lunastica), whom I thank, to translate some pages. The book is called "Die Kraft der zwei Sonnen: Vergangenheit oder Gegenwart?: Die Brisinga-Halsband-Mythe", translated as "The Power of the Two Suns: Past or Present?: The Brisinga Necklace Myth".
For now, that’s all. Thank you for giving me your attention—I hope the topics I’ve discussed have sparked at least a bit of interest in you. There’s still so much I want to share, so don’t miss the next updates. Visit this page every now and then to see if I’ve added anything new—you might discover more fascinating things ;)
Thanks again,
-Macs
First published: 16/05/2025
